The Problem With LA.

Being surrounded by so many people who are afraid to show who they really are makes me not want to be who I am sometimes. It's embarrassing for everyone, especially me. I second guess myself more often than I ever have before. It's both good and bad. I'm reaching healthy conclusions but want the time back that I spent on relationships that have turned out to be nothing. Learning experiences do absolutely nothing for me anymore. I've learned enough hard lessons...I just want to live now.

There's a lot of good I'm trying to focus on but its hard when you're surrounded by so much fake. I need a dose of real soon. Too bad I lagged on the plane ticket and won't be going east like I planned. This too shall pass but in a way I don't want it to. I don't want to lose my intolerance for stupid bull shit but I might not have a choice.