Maybe I lied

Things aren't that great. Overall, things are good, but they could very well be a lot better. I have completely lost my motivation for everything. I am so stressed out about not having a job that its created non stop stomach aches. I missed classes tonight because I feel so sick. I'm not sure what's going on but I need to see a doctor soon. I think it may be an ulcer but I don't know the symptoms of ulcers and I am NOT asking the internet cuz when I do I am convinced I have cancer. I need to get off my ass and do a lot of things.

The list:

Exercise
Study more and get A's and not B's in my classes
Not be afraid to hang out with friends. I can just leave money at home and enjoy company.
Go back to seeing a shrink
Clean my car inside and out

So really, things are not that bad. I know what I have to do to get my shit together. I just lack the motivation to do it. First order of business? Canceling cable. What a life sucker that has turned out to be.