hi pals

sigh. im really confused about life lately.
i dont know what to do with school. i am trying to decide if i should stick to the major im in or switch to english.

if i stick with what i am in now, i will gradute a lot earlier than if i switch. im pretty good at the whole business thing. i find it interesting but im scared that im setting myself up to keep doing what i was doing before. i dont want to work in an office, and that seems to be where im headed. granted its international business so i could potentially work overseas, but its still an office regardless of the address.

i wanted to switch to english because it comes naturally to me, im good at it and it affords me the opportunity to learn something i really love. i could teach english abroad and not be chained to a desk all day long. this would negate a lot of the classes ive already taken and id be in school even longer.

i dont know what to do. im inclined to earn the degree ive been working towards, then maybe take english courses afterwards. im trying to meet with an advisor about this but can't seem to get an appointment with one to save my life. my next step i guess would be to talk to a school im interested in transferring to? dudes...i dunno wtf to do. i had it figured out, then i didnt, then i did, then i didnt, then i did and now i dont once again.

am i supposed to be this confused? why cant i figure this out.
i need an adult.